What Kept Me from Ending it?

What was it
that stopped me
from ending it,
when I all wanted
to do was die?
Allah was one reason
I persevered,
but the main thing
that kept me from ending my life,
was my mother and the others
who care for me.
I had to keep going for them.
I have seen the ruins,
the complete damage,
that suicide inflicts upon a family,
so regardless of how bad it got,
irrespective of how much pain I was in,
I refused to put my loved ones
through such a suffering.
So I persevered, until glimpses of hope returned.

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